Hey Luna…
Whatever I said the last time I talked to you forget about it, I’m alive and I so don’t want to be. Depending upon time there may or may not be an object of today’s lesson which is besides killing the devil, how to escape Hell.I’m not afraid to die Luna, starvation, overdose, and to finally face The Abomination, just let me die and I’ll be happy. Speaking of which my love I have done all three over the past four days and I’m still standing; not strong in any sense of the word but standing. If anything I fear pain which is also spelled “Abomination” but come on which is worse, I should have taken the damn “good” pills and suffered the liver damage or whatever… hell I’m halfway to taking a knife to my throat as we speak.
It started last Thursday, you know I’m not a fan of the starvation thing but I didn’t expect things to escalate so quickly, note twenty-four chewable sleeping pills will not get the job done but what a ride. My mother and The Abomination caught on quicker, much quicker, another note while I consider passing out a good thing it ruined that entire method of suicide. Finally there was facing down The Abomination, I wonder who is more cowardly, he or I because he doesn’t have the balls to finish what he started and I didn’t have the balls to do what was necessary.
This leads us to escaping Hell, Dante could never defeat the devil but he did find his way out; of course he had Vigil and Beatrice, I got nobody. If I didn’t have the courage to kill the devil I should have just as easily done myself in but then something very unexpected happened… Luna Welcome to Purgatory.
Now didn’t I just say you have to kill the devil… well I’m no Abomination but I know I’m evil and with what happened Sunday, losing everything, I was dead for awhile. I looked upon a new world with nothing, a feeling of true emptiness, and I was free Luna, I felt freedom.
Sitting there with nothing I could see my empire burning before my eyes but compared to everything The Abomination has done… I survived. I kept hoping for some miracle… how I hate hope but I did get my miracle or swallowed by the beast once again I can’t really be sure. It was the moment Luna from me writing these words “I’m Leaving” to around the time The Abomination caught up to me that I saw this new Heaven and new Earth.
I started walking and remembering what little I had seen of the landscape I began to live… I have never had a home and couldn’t return to the house so I picked up a stick and began like I said walking and living. I found myself at a gas station and you know how much I hate to lie… yet I lied to the attendant to make sure I hadn’t lied to the people I had just left. I can’t tell you what would have happened next because I didn’t make it too much further before The Abomination caught up to me, my miracle, his victim, honestly it didn’t matter much at this point he was a liar and I wasn’t thinking and I got in the truck and we came back to the house.
Now Luna there is much more to this story but you know me, two paragraphs and I think I do have enough time to pick a victim as the object of the lesson. As for what have I learned, you know not the day or the hour as the Christians so I really need to get this dying thing down, escape Hell, and Kill the Devil.
LATE
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