Lesson 113 ~Mother... Unless~

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Hey Lady Lu…
Now you know I’m not one to usually talk about my mother but I suppose “Everything Is Different Now” that I’m here, so I will. Speaking of mothers I want to talk about… well actually I don’t but I’m scared to death about this website I found the other day; I’m never known for anything good but infamy, damn.

I once heard in a movie “Mother is God in the eyes of a child” now I’m not a child anymore, I’m a grown ass “something” but I suppose this saying is true; The Abomination of course is the Devil but it’s mommy’s turn. What I’m thinking is, if my mom is God and everything and you see how I turn out would you call her a good God; hell how does one go about defining good? I guess I just wanted it to be known that I have a mother, like all of these girls probably did and I’m me and their them so how did any of us become so… well you figure it out and what girls by the way?

“MOTHERLESS.COM - Go Ahead She Isn't Looking!” now I don’t know if I will dare to put the link there, am I really so depraved Lady Lu, we will have to see but if I don’t it’s because I am really that afraid. You know how I have a fetish for jailbait but this site… honestly I have no clue, I first heard about it from another website saying it was being investigated by the FBI for possible *gulp* child predators. Anyway I clicked on a link, first picture which I don’t remember, I freaked out and left but probably the point of all this is the simple fact… see what you made me do mother.

So what have I learned today, well take a look at the picture; another old saying be careful what you wish for, you might just get it… now I am not into you know kids and stuff but I have to be aware of what I was looking for and yeah I’m a “Bad Man” or something. My final thought; I do love my mother and while I can think of dozens of better fathers I just don’t do that with my mother, can’t help but wonder why.

LATE

~Mother... Unless~

Mother… Unknown

These dark steps
Though I am grown
Nothing now and nothing left
For I am alone
And I fall to such depths
Evil is sown

Mother… Unfit

“Innocent” “virgin” teen
Such is this gift
What they are, what I be
And so I slip
Word, thought, and deed
But never really with

Mother… Unfair

Because I never knew
Yet I’m scared
And I only grew
Learned to bear
I’m much too old to care
But their still there

Mother… Unreal

What I see
Gives me a thrill
But for this to be
This thought so dear
Fear and chill
I can’t be here

Mother… Unless

This isn’t paradise
But where is left
All this misery and strife
I thought this was the best
Even if it were right
Still I’m dead

Believed I didn’t know
Maybe knowing too little
Never to go
And I shouldn’t diddle
I have gone so low

Because you didn’t, she didn’t, my mom didn’t
But I wasn’t Motherless
Yet Hell I’m in it
Mother… Unless

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